Almost... I almost destroyed everything today...It has been 2 weeks since I last saw HIM. I also did not dare to call him, message him. It was always he who calls me. And because of the financial difficulties we are in now, our talk time with each other was limited to 5 minutes per day. I could accept all these.We planned to meet up today. A day I longed for. For the past couple of weeks, I have been looking forward to this day. However, things did not turn up the way I wanted it to.I understand, he just came back from Malaysia yesterday. And everytime, he would be tired the next day. Having to attend an 8 hours course straight after work today added to his tiredness.But I guess I just missed him too much. Kept wishing that he would change his mind and meet me. On the other hand, I know things will not turn out good if I had met him. Because my mood had been dampened already. Still, I left work at 4pm sharp, roamed around Raffles City Shopping Centre.Tried to find fault with him when he called me. With my usual nagging of course. Quarrelled alittle. But in the end, both of us managed to cool down and talk things through. Thank God. Wonderful...Things are back to normal again. But I really do not know how long it would last. I really fear that last day.It is only 2 weeks and I miss him so much. What is going to happen in the next 3 months after October. And worse, the future...?
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
11:06 AM